Sunday, May 20, 2007

nuthin much

im stoning in front of the comp with nuthin to do...actually i have tons of assignment and notes to fin..bt sumhow i x seem to gt up and start doin it. i carry my text with me evrywer, but still..it remains untouched. haiz..i hate short sems. wat with them trying to cram 14 weeks syllabus in only 8 weeks!ish!!

i rather go out, talk crap, post blogs that x mean anythin, or sleep rather than learn bout ppls personality and social psychology. wateva phase im goin thru now,....it has to stop...SOON!!!
or else...............................

Saturday, May 19, 2007

MERDEKA! .....say what????

50 years of independence!

i see this sign on the roads, on banners, gov. offices, here, there everywhere.

wat does it mean to me?

im indifferent to it. i love malaysia, i was born here, i grew up here, i haf memories here, my family and friends are here. and im still indifferent to the independence. why?

true! our great leaders fought for the country wit their hearts and souls. they had the courage to go against the colonist. they stood up as the voice of the people. but above all that, the unity amongst the people of malaysia, then known as tanah melayu was the most important factor to convince the colonist we were ready to stand on our own. muhibah is a term modern day gov. keeps pushin at the ppl. however bak then muhibah wasnt in the speech of ministers, it was in the hearts of the people. it didn't matter which race u belonged to, wat ur faith was, or ur skin color. wat mattered was the mutual respect , the unity and racial integration amongst the people of malaysia.

sad though, that only 50 years into independence, the gov has to strive hard to instill such a basic value in the people. y are we still segregated according to race? y are we called indian, chinese, malay within the parameters of our own country, y are we not a unified whole called malaysians??malaysians are becoming very hypocritical. up front they put on these show of being indifferent to race, but within the four walls of each family, they are still, at any degree, bitching about another race. is this merely harmless gossiping, or does it pollute the minds of people into anti-muhibbah behavior?even in schools, we see people flocking with their own kind. yea there are some exceptions, but the larger picture is still very depressing.

why did our leaders fight for independence against the colonist who applied a pecah dan perintah policy on the people, just to see us berpecah like this?

the day every malaysian regards him/her self a malaysian , and the race column is given the least importance in demographic forms,

thats when muhibbah will truly exist, and the true essence of MERDEKA will be achieved!

finally!!

i can blog!
im trying hard to stop myself from hugging and kising my cpu
it was sent 4 upgrading and mr. computer man took a very, very, VERY long time to finish it,
itz now bak ..
i can blog.