karma

y cant ppl just say what they mean; n most importantly NOT say somethin they DONT mean!

if only ppl were lik dat, half the confusion n heart-break in the world would go away.but NOOOO...sayin wat u actually mean is verrrrryyyyy hard isn't it? *sarcastic lauff*

ok when u lik sum1, n u tell them u lik them, AND u treat them to all the right signals n gestures,
wt do u expect them to think?
wt do u do after that?

i dunno bout u, but me n some of my fwens who are in their right sense will;
1) expect them to tink that im interested in them n that d relationship is a lil' more than fwens
2) i would continue being dat way (esp. when nuthin bad has happened).

but some ppl,
they tell u they lik u, n rite after dat they ignore ur call/msgs. n ur lyke clueless as to y did things change.

here's d deal,

- if u really dont like some1 dont say u like them
-if u really dont care bout some1, dont act lik u do
-if u know ur not gonna be serious, tell the person >at least they will be prepared!<
-dont treat ppl as ur option at least not when they give u priority

n last but not least,
what goes around, comes bak around; itz karma baby!

.::great-ness::.

phewwww.!!
one stressed+fun + great week over.

my plans to go melaka to c lady yuvani tak jadi coz of damn training! yuvz was cool with it which was really not like her and it freaked me out. will go talk to her.

i watched 4 great movies this week. yaaayy!!

1) DIE HARD 4.0 (sun-3pm)
2) Surf's Up (tues-1.40pm)
3) Alone (tues-5.20pm)
4) Transformers (fri-3pm)

i alwiz find myself in crappy movies but this time it was different. i got great movies AND great seats! lucky? u bet was! ohh except for the 1st movie tho- we sat in the 2nd row! the stars of great movies must be shining down brightly on mua *winks*

oooohhhh..i had two dates this week, with the same person. it was both memorable and fun! i guess when things happen when you least expect it, it adds to the excitement!

i stayed over in michs for two nights and jas's on thurs. they are both great host and i wasn't feelin homesick at all.tanx u guys ..pu wuurrvves ya'.

mich and i went out to hartamas square on wed nite wif ann and dev. ANN is totally deaf! haha..but we still lurrve you nutsie! muahhks! *winkies*

AND the highlite of the week?

i got a team of dedicated, talented, cooperative and driven girls for my mentoring malaysia thingy. and we are assigned to taman petaling-girls school! wooo-hoo!!n yours truly, got chosen to be co-team coordinator. i still dont know my work, will ask chi sum later :). Dr. B said that the groupings arent confirmed yet but i really hope my group wont di-pisahkan *fingers-crossed*

oh btw, mentoring malaysia is a UNICEF funded project and is aimed at "touching hearts and inspiring lifes" of secondary schhol children. nex week we will be gettin the t-shirts and i can hardly wait!. (we all worked so hard to get in the whole project) . the trainings this week was great and lotsa fun!!

have i mentioned the word greattt enough??coz that is what this week was all about..greatness!!!in evry aspect.....:)

day trip

today was hillarious, touching,fun, singing, panic attacks, an hour of waiting and pee-tahaning..gosh! but it was all worth it.

arathy and i went to klia to fetch annes akka.she jz fin 4th year medi and coming bak 4 break. we reached at 12 (on time wei!!) tho on the way we constantly kept missing the klia sign. sheesh! damn government and road signs! then v reach kan, arathy scared to park wer all the othr cars were parked and I had to be in the car..1 hour! hitz.fm was getting boring d and i had to pee so badly.... then arthy took the car and i waited 4 her sis after a quick visit to the washroom.

almoz 1 ony annes akka came out and she said quick byes all to her fwenz and then came the hillarious ride home.

damn funny wei in the car, and we plannin how to surprise aunty and uncle.

finally reach gombuck, annes akka wen behind the hse, arathy n i wen from the front door .
aunty's look wen she saw annes akka was worth every sneakin around we did today! it was so funny and touchin and my jaw hurt from laughin hard. aunty almoz cud not breath d..hehe....

finally reached home ony at three.damn starved out n sleepy.

n ohh today was mom's anniversary, n parents took us out 4 mkn.it was ok laa..tho i feel lik vomittin nw..~yikes!~

fakers

finally im bak to bloggin'..on study break now..tatz d only thing i lik bout shrt sems :)

anyways i was just thinkin today, wen ppl say looks x matter, they actually mean looks shudnt matter to Y.O.U (not them!)

why is it such i might never know....but i was thinkin kan with all this frensta-ring craze and all, u will be in sumbody's frenz list for god knows how long and they x notice u. then one day u hav a good-photo day tanx to ur high mega pixel camera phone, and all of a sudden this people hu never noticed u before are all out to be ur fwen.
with strangers, they are just....i x knw wats wrong wif em laa. but the paling teruk ones are ppl whom u knw AND u knw they know u....but laz time u werent their fwen coz u din meet their "threshold of accepted appearance'', they x reply ur msgs and make it quite clear that they are not interested in being fwenz with u.

then 1 fine day..they come crawlin bak to u...with their hi's and well wishes, and sugar drippin words- which just happens to be 'coincidently' after they see ur new look-as if...!!!! tats gonna work! can ppl get more hypocritical than this?

bodoh tul orang cam nie!

and FYI i x need people lik u .....wait.... i HAVEN'T got the time or energy to waste on you and ur fake frenship gestures...u x knw the 1st thing bout being a friend... so..ScooooT!

nuthin much

im stoning in front of the comp with nuthin to do...actually i have tons of assignment and notes to fin..bt sumhow i x seem to gt up and start doin it. i carry my text with me evrywer, but still..it remains untouched. haiz..i hate short sems. wat with them trying to cram 14 weeks syllabus in only 8 weeks!ish!!

i rather go out, talk crap, post blogs that x mean anythin, or sleep rather than learn bout ppls personality and social psychology. wateva phase im goin thru now,....it has to stop...SOON!!!
or else...............................

MERDEKA! .....say what????

50 years of independence!

i see this sign on the roads, on banners, gov. offices, here, there everywhere.

wat does it mean to me?

im indifferent to it. i love malaysia, i was born here, i grew up here, i haf memories here, my family and friends are here. and im still indifferent to the independence. why?

true! our great leaders fought for the country wit their hearts and souls. they had the courage to go against the colonist. they stood up as the voice of the people. but above all that, the unity amongst the people of malaysia, then known as tanah melayu was the most important factor to convince the colonist we were ready to stand on our own. muhibah is a term modern day gov. keeps pushin at the ppl. however bak then muhibah wasnt in the speech of ministers, it was in the hearts of the people. it didn't matter which race u belonged to, wat ur faith was, or ur skin color. wat mattered was the mutual respect , the unity and racial integration amongst the people of malaysia.

sad though, that only 50 years into independence, the gov has to strive hard to instill such a basic value in the people. y are we still segregated according to race? y are we called indian, chinese, malay within the parameters of our own country, y are we not a unified whole called malaysians??malaysians are becoming very hypocritical. up front they put on these show of being indifferent to race, but within the four walls of each family, they are still, at any degree, bitching about another race. is this merely harmless gossiping, or does it pollute the minds of people into anti-muhibbah behavior?even in schools, we see people flocking with their own kind. yea there are some exceptions, but the larger picture is still very depressing.

why did our leaders fight for independence against the colonist who applied a pecah dan perintah policy on the people, just to see us berpecah like this?

the day every malaysian regards him/her self a malaysian , and the race column is given the least importance in demographic forms,

thats when muhibbah will truly exist, and the true essence of MERDEKA will be achieved!

finally!!

i can blog!
im trying hard to stop myself from hugging and kising my cpu
it was sent 4 upgrading and mr. computer man took a very, very, VERY long time to finish it,
itz now bak ..
i can blog.